I love you more than words can say,
But still I feel it's not enough...
Please forgive me for not missing you more,
My broken heart can only take so much.


Death Chants I found you deadDeath Chants by ~jadedsoul
Asleep in your bed
Your body stiff and pale.
You were taken last night
Now hold me tight
Catch my falling tears.
Jealous am I
Why can't it be my
Turn to finally die?


Little Girls Stephanie was there today. She's 8 months pregnant now... and she looks tired. It took all the self-control I had not to stare at her, it's been almost two years since I last saw her, and she looks so different! It was so long ago, but still, no one will talk to her. I've missed her so much, though...Little Girls by ~jadedsoul
I found my chance when no one was looking. She saw me and smiled, then began to turn away. I had to talk to her. She looked so sad... Before she could go, I gave her a hug and told her I loved her. I rubbed her swollen belly and congratulated her on her coming little girl, and reminded her that I was only a call away if she ever needed me. She


Brandon I saw Brandon the other day. I was walking through the store, minding my own business, when a flash of red hair and freckles caught my eye. He was laughing at something as he turned the corner, and I smiled as I turned to follow him. Then I stopped when reality hit... Brandon's dead, darling...Brandon by ~jadedsoul


My Secret I hate secrets. They're painful and shameful, they ruin friendships, loves, and lives.My Secret by ~jadedsoul
I had a secret. It was painful, shameful, and I hated myself for it.
Today I told my secret. No one knew before, only one knows now.
I hated telling my secret. It hurt so badly to say the words aloud.
But through the tears and gasps for air, he said the one thing I never expected to hear...
"I still love you."


10-1-04- typhon Shades and hues of Desert-10-1-04- typhon by ~typhonthedark
Ripple gently through my fur-
As I hunt by pale Moonlight.
A call from many leagues away-
Halts my padded paws-
And steers me from my tiny prey.
My returning howl-
Slices neatly through the Night-
Chilling every Man who Hears.
Rushing wind, the thrill of running-
Free across the Desert Range.
That call again- Pain- Distress-
From Coyote's cousin, Wolf.
Faster- Faster-
Nothing else takes precedence-
Over finding her.
Wonder by ~Tortured-Raven
Thanks for the complete barrage of critiques on my work - it's much appreciated.
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Personally I've never experienced normal or stayed awake long enough to understand it.
D'oh.
and as for the feeling i head while taking the picture.. not really anything, i made one with a pose like this with my cellphone, and i thought it looked cool .. so i tried it with my olympus and some lighting .. and this is the result